ain’t much happening in muh life 2day..woke up late this morning..keep on thinking,wut am i gonna do all this day! uh.. so bored! 2day, i sat in front of muh belovin pc for 24hr!!im guin crazy i think! haha..xceli bkan pc me sdirik p0n haha.. tp da buwat cam pc sdirik ngeh ngeh`.. uhh.. i hate 2day!!! Hwaa!! dunno,i’ws kinda moody just now..im relly2 tension about muh further study!!
lastnite me epi, plannye arinie pagi2 nak pegik stlekan barang2 yg KUTPM nak.. td p0n tgah cari2 umah sewa.. tp x dapat gak.. tp umah tu boley settle nanti..n td around kul 2.30am, time me duk besh borak2 same Noushy, dib sms bgtau her m0m saket tenat pehtu die mayb c0nt dgree same me n mayb tak.. me sedey =( me tak0t..me xde kawan nanti..smlam da buat keputusan nak reg nxweek..tp dgar brite neh..40% je nak c0nt..huwaaAaaAaa..=( shaye benci dengan diri shaye sendirik..!!!!shaye sedey!!!!!!!!!!!!!BENCI BENCI BENCI..
birthday wishes
epi birthday mr nicky,
n also to abg am..epy birthday
* da nak subuh…arghh shaye tensi0n sgt pk psal neh.. nape la disaat2 me dah gumbira utk cont dgree tetibe jadi gini plak.. =( i hate myself..!!benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci..*s0b s0b*
s0ry da bper ari x menghapdet bl0g nie..bz amat..tl0ng my m0m jage cc die..bese la skrg bdak2 SPM n STPM ngah mengisi f0rm nak masuk U, tu rmai je..pehtu on thursday me n mama balek kaybee, lgp0n adek2 me yg laen da lame balek sane, buhsan gak duk umah s0wang2..xbley nak gad0h2..haha!sngat besh+gumbira balek kaybee..dpt jmpe kazen2 sme..hang out same2..maen game shame2..sgt besh!on friday, bngun je tr0s bsiap2 pegik umah sdara sblah my dad, my cuzin tunang..pehtu pegik umah sdara me yg laen plak, de buwat knduri arwah..ptg baru balek umah..ptg smpai mlm men game..den mlm smpai pagi..sgt sr0nok..huhu~ lastnite p0n de sdara me kawen, tp kami budak2 x pegik p0n..perasan budak2 ngeh ngeh’..kami ng0k konsert AF5, tp x besh p0n..cam nyesal plak x ik0t pegik knduri tu..hoho~ lpas abes konsert AF, kazen me yg kat ip0h sme gerak balek..dlm kul 2.00am me ngan mama, iwe n faris balek t’ganu.. balek nak packing2.. cam ye je neh..huhu~ s0k 0wang da start reg kat KUTPM, tp me mayb c0nt dgree nxtweek k0t.. on 26th march.. =) tp shaye tak0t.. *wink*
* dear, nanti kite bley blaja shame2 lagik..ngeh ngeh`.. tp i x ready ape2 p0n lagik neh.. cam tak0t plak..haha..n 1 m0re thing, jgn la masuk blaja s0k..tngu i nxweek ek..akekke..bley ke..?
birthday wishes
15 mac- epi belated birthday 2 pj0e
16 mac- epi belated birthday 2 izhar 18 mac(today)- epi birthday 2 my bl0ved frend, mar ilyani..
transkrip baru da smpai…tp salah jgak.. lau aritu 2 subject x cukup.. tp neh..sme subject da de.. tp my lect neh maen ltak je dlm sem mane2.. buruk je jd result tu.. tak suke!!!shaye nak transkrip baru.. x kire……………!!!!!!!!!
ahad mlm isnin, me gerak g s.alam..dlm kul 5.30am smpai sane then jumpe dib n kit0wang amek cab pegik stay umah elly, classmate me time sk00l dlu.. td02 jap..ar0und 9.10am en n0ramin call, s0h dtg Kutpm cpat sket c0z die ade meeting nanti, s0 tr0s bangun bsiap cpat2..bfast jap den tr0s grak g Kutpm, dcuss2.. smpai kul 11 lbh gitu la baru blk.. keputusannye..?hm..dipertimbangkan lagik nak c0nt degree kat situ ke x..huhu~ blk umah elly leypark2 jap, pehtu my shayang dtg amek..g makan2.. tg0k m0vie..jalan2.. pehtu g kelana jaya, tumpang stay umah my bestfrend, emy..s0knye menghasut emy s0h x yah g keje.. bjaya jugak pujuk rayu me neh..ngeh ngeh`.. pehtu pegik FotoPrime, kn0nnye nak pegik amek gmbar k0nv0 la..ampeh die bley g antar sme pic2 kat SAL kl, pehtu SAL kl da antar SAL jb plak..adei..nak x nak nanti tpaksa amek kat jb la..ng0k ngek bt0l la.. pehtu g D’Palma Ampang, g tempat ziela keje..pehtu g makan2..g leypark2 umah ziela.. ptg bru gerak g s.alam..lepak2 umah my sis, mir..den dlm kul 8.00pm my shayang dtg amek kit0wang, g makan2 b4 naek bas kul 9.00pm..tp malangnye, me t’tngal bus..huhu~ last2 tpaksa kejar bas tu smpai kl..haha..ampeh je..sebaek smpat..bas baru je grak mate me da ngantok gile da + pening kpale..baru je tlelap, de b0y yg duk sblah me neh kpala nak lent0k2 kat bahu me..ah! tr0s me t0lak..padan muke..ade hati k0non..bluwerk..myempah+benci ngan b0y yg macam ni..benci..benci..pehtu da smpai machang gitu la..kna tkar bus, b0y tu p0n same tar jgak, pehtu ajak duk sblah die..tp me cpat2 duduk seat sblah girl..x kuasa la nak duk sblah die..myampah sgt..smpai bus stand jerteh, pehtu my m0m n iwe dtg amek..in conclusi0n..besh sgt dapt ngedate shame kekaseh ati shaye di s.alam..hehe..mwah!! =)
da lebih smngu my lect ckap nak poskan me pnye transkrip, diploma sme tu..tp x smpai2 p0n.. geram je.. ari2 me msg my lect tu..tnyekan soalan same.. “nape x smpai lagik..pos x..” smpaikan me rase die p0n da buhsan.. last2 td die call lagik ckp die check kat jb owang sane ckp pe yg die p0s tu dah ade owang trime.. cpat2 me call post office sni.. same die ckp da de owang trime gak.. last2 td ptg baru me dpat sme tu..uh! sebaek dpt gak.. check2 transkrip CGPA 3.39 je..tp check lagik skali ade yg slah.. slah plak..adei.. sbb yg sem 2 n sem 3 de subject F&B Mgmt n HR x de dlm tu.. s0 kbtulan my shayang g jb arini.. s0 me mintak t0long die g amekan transkrip yg baru.. hoho.. mesti CGPA me akan brubah jgak kn..ngeh ngeh`..*wink*
sgt besh, kazen2 sme dtg umah.. ni la 0wang2 yg me mau ketemu tu ngeh ngeh`.. lgp0n skrg cuti skolah..kebtulan de sdra kitowang kawen kt kerteh..tp kami budak2..budak lg ke..?haha.. tngal umah je.. kanak2 ribena n owang2 tua sme xde..s0 kami p0n nj0y la.. ke sana ke mari, 9 owang dlm 1 kembara..gile amat..haha..!
birthday wishes
10 mac- epi birthday 2 my bloved kazen, alif..
11 mac- epi birthday 2 my frend, ibah..
congrate
congrtare 2 my frend, nini c0z bru mendapat baby girl smalam..<– nxtime i free i pegik tg0k ur baby k..=)
als0 2 my nestfrend, lyda.. Selamat Pengantin Baru.. <– s0ry a l0t x dpt g 0n ur wedding day.. =( 2nite i kna g s.alam.. xpe blk nanti i g umah u..dunt w0ry..
* k la nk g packing brg, mlm nanti nk grak g s.alam..g survey2 tmpat nak c0nt dgree sambil ketemu same 0wang yang terchenta.. *wink* hehe..
td ptg my bestfren, apex dtg umah.. tetibe ckp nak makan spgti, awal2 x inf0rm.. da la sme brg2 xde.. cpat2 g kdai bli brg2 sme.. blk je tr0s msak2.. nxweek apex da nak g kursus kat serdang.. adei kebuhsanan la me kt umah.. uh bile nk cont study nieh..?! huhu~
siapekah dia..?
td me chat ym ngan K.Wanie die ckap die knal me..adei.. siapekah die neh..? die ckp die ex sni0r me mase skool men dlu.. n same2 jd prefect dlu..adei..sape neh..knape me bley x ingat neh..
* da nak kul 10.00..huh..mane ni owang yg me mau ketemu bl0m smpai..?!?
7 tahun lepas.. me pnah kna pngil kt pengetua gara2 sbb ade gad0h ngan s0wang Teacher M*** neh.. memula boley gad0h tu ade 2-3 owang juni0r kat sk00l me bgtau me yg Teacher M*** ni pnah bcerita kat class di0wang..ekceli sme owang tau Teacher M*** ni suka bcerita n bgossip2.. ntah camne die bley tlepas ckap kat dlm class juni0r neh.. ckap yg my bstfrend, syafa + esah ni pnah mencuri kat Koperasi skool.. kbetulan mmg mase tu me, syafa, esah jadi pngawas koperasi.. me bgang r tau dgar citer tu.. then tr0s me bgtau kat syafa + esah.. pe lagik di0wang mmg geram gile r..maen tuduh je.. tr0s kit0wang bgtau kt parent kit0wang.. ye la sbb kit0wang x buat bnda tu.. maen tuduh je.. malu r kit0wang rmai da juni0r2 tau citer tu..tau2 je la.. pehtu citer tu tersebar2..argh~ geram gile.. pehtu 1day tu parents kit0wang g jmpe ngan pengetua skool.. dcuss psal ni.. then pengetua n cikgu2 laen x puas ati.. di0wang panggil me, syafa n esah.. pehtu cikgu2 sme cam nak salahkan kit0wang lagik, lp0n mase tu Teacher M*** ni da buruk2 kan kit0wang dlu..jahat!! last2 me ckp.. “k, fine lau sme x caye, pe kate kite pngil Teacher M*** skali.. n pngil sme pngawas2 koperasi..” pehtu da pngil sme tu.. n tbukti kit0wang memg TAK BERSALAH.. yg salahnye de sowang pgawas koperasi tu n die juga anak kpd cikgu di skool u jgak.. pehtu ingt lg Teacher M*** tu mula nk mintak2 maap ngan kitowang..ckp kononnye die x tniat nak tuduh kitowang gitu la..bla bla bla.. bluwerk..! benci.. me tr0s ajak kwan2 me sme blah dr bilik pngetua tu.. pdan muka die.. pehtu start dr aritu lau jmpe ke pe kat skool or dlm class, kit0wang buat x tau je.. saket lagi ati neh.. then tadi..jeng jeng.. my family n i.. pegik ke rumah die.. 4 wut? sbb td pg her husband dtg umah me, ckap psal tanah yg sbelah umah die tu, tanah tu arwah my dad pnye.. ntah pasl pe ntah.. mlas nk amek tau.. den td ptg kit0wang pegik la umah die, nk ckp psal tanah tu la.. bla bla bla.. tetibe Teacher M*** kuar.. haha! me bwat x tau.. last2 die tg0r me.. tnye2 me blaja mane la watpe la..bla bla.. uh kal0 die x tg0r td.. jgn arap me tg0r td.. tau p0n bsalah.. da btahun tahun..tp me still b**** kt die.. sebaek dlu arwah my dad x jadi buat umah kat sbelah tanah umah die tu.. lau x bjiran la haha..~ then mase nak blk umah die.. salam2.. die spat ckp “sory” ..huhu~ yep.. me da maapkan die p0n.. pehtu lpas blk umah die.. cambese la rutin harian, ptg2 pegik kat tapak umah baru me tu.. bile la nk ciap x tau..ngeh ngeh`..
hoho~ sudah lame x menghapdet bl0g neh.. xceli aritu nak update tetibe saket pr0t sgt…peri0d pain..adei.. 3 ari p0n still saket lagik.. tp xpe..at least me da peri0d balek..huhu~ arap2 kmbali n0rmal la..da buhsan nak makan2 ubat neh.. tp alhamdulillah even saket p0n me bley than lagik..kal0 dlu, everytime me peri0d msti kna inject pehtu xmakan 1 ari.. n hanya akan minum mil0 saje..pehtu akan muntah muntah dan muntah lagik.. n me akan td0 spjng hari..x b0ley diganggu lau x tau le akibatnye haha..tr0k kn lau me per0id..tp skrg alhamdulillah da okie..tp pr0b plak jarang peri0d..adei mcm2.. da 2 ari tnet kat area2 t’ganu neh x jadi..nape erk..? sungguh buhsan.. nak tnet p0n x bley..
me feeling the feeling that I think I should not be feeling. Have you ever felt this way? You know you shouldn’t be torturing your heart nor should you be boggling your mind with shitty shitty thoughts because you know it will just be a temporary ecplise of your heart [yep my heart does that to me all the time] but you just couldn’t help yourself and suddenly the world around you becomes so blurry and everything ppl do and everything they say could be translated into some stupid things that could damage you. Mere conducts.. mere words.. can simply touch your heart in the wrong way. Have you? Or am I the bizarre one here?
Just rambling. Blink blink
cont degree or not???!
God also gave me some tears 🙁
“it’s written in the wind..it’s everywhere i go…”
“Jangan pernah menyanjung cinta Jika tak mengerti maknanya cinta Satu terindah dalam dirimu Kini ada di jiwaku Kuimpikan cerita cinta Terindah bagaikan dalam dongeng Percintaan berhujankan rindu Asmara kita akankah lama?”-MELLY-
“Love is a light that surely glows, in the heart of those who knows”
2day, firstmarchtwothousandseven..da gnap 11 months.. I love my boyfriend. More than love..
lastnite sperti mlm sblom neh..me susah nk tdo den bile tid0 me asyek tjage.. byk bnda yg me pikirkan.. uh! kusut~ ini membuatkan me stress sgt! n one of reason d0c ckp lau slal0 stress kitaran haid p0n x normal.. uh ntah lar..pehtu smlm mimpi lagik.. mimpi yg indah.. da byk kali me mimpi mcm ni..tp btol owang2 tua ckap, mimpi itu sebaliknya.. bukan skali tp dah byk kali tjadi pada me.. dlu time my dad saket, smpai xbley jalan tp me mimpi die boley jalan sprti biase tp realitinye sama skali tidak.. then mase my dad tgah tenat, me mimpi lagik my dad sehat walafiat..gmbira sgt time tu.. tp soknye tau2 my dad mngal dunia.. dan mcm2 lagik yg me mimpi.. den smlm me mimpi bnda yg 3-4kali pnah me mimpi sblom nie.. bout his family.. k la mlas nk panjang2 biar la mimpi nie antara me n my mom je tau.. tp me arap sgt mimpi ni btol2 jadi knyataan..amin~
birthday wishes
happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to shafik..
happy birthday to you.. =)
* rase mls nak hapdet lagik kpala tgah pusing.. byk benda nk dipikirkan.. byk benda yg x settle.. ah!! shaye sungguh TENSION!!!GOD HELP ME..!
smlm td0 awal sangat..saket kpale, rase cam nak dmam p0n de..uh!! tp da siap kunci alarm lagik kul 2.00am nk bangun tengok citer Gulong Ng Palad.. alarm enp0n bunyi jer cpat2 bangun even kpale ngah pusing2 cam baru lpas naek rollercoaster..hoho~ tgah2 tg0k citer faris baru bangun tid0 plak, check2 omwork die xsiap lagik..adei..tpakse la ngajar die dlu..tng0k p0n gitu2 je.. tau2 mlm td last episode, x puas ati td kul 2.00ptg de ulangan lagik..tpkase tg0k lagik haha..citer sgt besh..nape citer2 flpina sme besh2 ek..?! =)
“Greeting from Foto Prime. Your nice graduation photo ready for pick-up. Call 03-92003811 for more detail. TQ”
xcited sgt nak tngok gmbar tu..haha!! pehtu me p0n msg mmber2 laen tnye diowang da pegik amek l0m..hoho~ 5 owang yg da pegik amek..den diowang sme mgatakan bnda yg same..”dlm gmbar yg candid2..muke ko plg byk” haha!! ni lagik xcited nak g amek..ala tp bile nk g kl neh..hurm..?!
takziah
takziah kpd 2 fmly kenalan rapat fmly me yg khilangan ayah mereka smlm n td pagi..smoge Allah mencucuri rahmat keatas mereka, amin~
birthday wishes
epi birthday 2 my frend, c. nah..
congrate
congrate 2 my shayang, u da cont ur study.. me?! me tgah blur lagik.. =(
td me ke clinic arwah my dad, jmpe ngan Dr.Helmi, dcuss psal period me lagik..da bper owang doc kawan2 arwah my dad me g check sme ckp same..normal..normal ape gni.. uh!! last dtg jmpe doc Helmi dlm bulan jun last yer kot, prob yang same mase tu me x peri0d 6 months, then bile period dlm sbulan lebih..itu kan x normal.. then die da bagi bmacam2 ubat..alhamdulillah smenye ok..period da stop tp still kena makan ubat gak..lame2 me stop makan ubat, lpas tu period pon da okie, normal cam owang laen every month period.. tahan dlm 3 months, ni da start x period 2 months.. tu yg tpaksa g clinic balik.. check2 doc ckp cam dlu okie.. pehtu soh me makan ubat start 2nite smpai 3 ari..if x period jgak die akan bg surat s0h g check kat hospital..arghh!! tak0t sgt.. Ya Allah, ope evrything ok, cm sdiakala..amin~ sireyes shaye tak0t..sbb kawan2 me pon de prob cam me tp die lagik tr0k smpai 1-2 years x period lsung, itu lagik x normal then akhir taun lpas die kna opr8..huwaa tak0t!! lpas blik dr clinic tros g makan..lupekan sgala kekusutan bwat smentara..hoho~ 2nite, akhirnye me dpt makan roti canai..lalala~ ske sgt.. sme me try roti canai kosong, roti tel0r, roti sardin, roti planta, roti bawang, roti tisu..hahaha!! sme order tp makan bukan smpai abes sme pon.. sgt kenyang.. mlm nie msti boley tid0 ngan lena ngeh ngeh’ =)
hollaa~ me da shat!! da x dmam lagik..tp batuk2 lagik la..arini drp pagi smpai ptg duk mlepak same ain..b4 die balek my mom psan mlm nie nak ajk family die kuar makan..celebrate ain b4 die cont her study kat Korea diz thursday..den after maghrib kami same2 pegik makan kat Cafe Sri Penarik..arghh! cancel lagik nak makan roti canai..memule start dmam lagik tringin nak makan roti canai tp time pegik asyek abes je..uh..ni kat kdai neh order roti canai p0n ckp da abes..geram btol..hajat x ksampaian jgak hoho~ bile neh nak dapat makan roti canai.. cam owang mengidam plak haha!
smlm ik0t mama pegik umah pkeje arwah papa, die mngal..pehtu jmpe ngan anak2 die..ank die yg bongsu bru 5 thn.. tringat plak 2 taun lpas my dad mngal p0n mase tu umur faris 5 thn.. xceli me p0n x brape rapat sgt ngan pekeje arwah papa yg neh c0z kit0wang p0n jarang jumpe.. tp me tau dr mama die neh baek sgt.. lau x slap age die dlm 38 gitu r.. tp da ALLAH lebih sygkan die..al fatihah..
thx =) uhu xpo.. tp sirius wish dr nieja y wanie tnanti2 detik 12 mlm tu heheh
p/s: wanie..im rly2 s0ry tau..syes mmg nieja da ingt ur brthday 2 ari sbl0m tu..tp xtau la nape bley x ingt plak..plak tu skrg sme my ph0ne nieja x set alarm birthday p0n..pehtu td tetibe tringat wanie, rase bsalah sgt..i pr0mise nxtime x f0rgt ur birthday lagik..s0wie sgt2 dear..niwey epi belated birthday dear..mwah!
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