damn tired 2day..uh!last nite me tido 2jam jew..diz week asyek xleh tido jew..me pon x tau psal uh!pagi td me bgn jew tgk smue dah siap mandi..uwarghh mmg ngantok gilew ah..cepat2 me mandi..tup tup bile trun nak g kuliah miss dewi ckp class kul 10.30am plak..geram btol letih2 me bgn pagi uwarghh!naek jew dorm atie ckp class kul 11.00am plak..fuh!geram btol..baek cancel jew class huh!kul 11.00am kiteowang smue trun nak g class then ziela ckp ade pjumpaan plak..psal ptptn..macam2 la..dah lew lame gilew..ade ke patot name bdak2 dorm me xde..die ingat kiteowang amek class psediaan..ceyt!memandai jew..apew die ingat slame nie me x pegik class ke apew..siot btol kolej nie..shit!masuk class dah nak kul 12 then miss dewi sruh buat discussion jew dlm group..uh xde la buhsan sgt..after abes class angah bgtau me sumone nak jumpe me n ajak me g mkn..ceyt!memandai jew..but me x pegik pon..after lunch bdak2 ni plan nak kuar p angsana wif na n her bf..kul 3.00pm me baru jew nak tido coz pnat sgt..tup tup mummy msg me.. “nieja cpt bsiap jap lg mummy g amek” ape neh..?me wat bodo jew..then mummy call ckp die on da way..ape da me pon heran nak ajak g mane..?ngan ape..?ngan sape..?but die x nak jwb lak..then me sms die ckp x nk pegik..pastu die sms me blk.. “ala jgn risau..mummy ade skali” then me bgtau bdak2 dorm psal mummy neh..then bdak2 ni ckp ikot jew la..me baru nak bsiap die dah smpai..perghh rupenye2 die ngan her bf,daddy huhu!fizie ppon ade skali..rupe2nye fizie yg nak ajak me kuar pergh..yg lunch td pon die..isk bdak neh..then kiteowang plan nak gi cs but x jd..then kiteowang lepak2 kat angsana jew..angsana lagik..buhsan btol!time me duk angsana bdak2 neh call tanye me katne..rupenye2 diowang pon dtg angsana gak..perghh!lpas shopping sket2..kiteowang balek..balek tgk2 xde owang pon kat dorm..sbb diowang smue kat angsana..siot jew me plak lupe nak mintak key..then me call mummy ckp me x leh masuk..me try kontek bdak2 neh smue x dpt..ampeh btol..last2 fizie call ckp die dtg amek huhu!then kiteowang pegik ioi mall jap..tmankan mummy bli brg2 dapur..kul 7lbih me sruh fizie antar me balek ostel uh!me smpai jew ostel bdak2 neh pon baru smpai ngeh ngeh`..uwarghh!pnatnye..plan lpas mandi nak trus tido..but amy n nat ajak dtg cc lak..kbetulan me pon nak foward surat kolej sal kat my parents..kalo x mmg dah x dtg..uh!then me tgk amy chat wif sumone..nick kyo_malaysia..haha ni sure abg man neh..ampeh dah x abes2 nak kenakan owang neh..huhu!but bile amy tanye me wat dunno jew..ckp me x knal wkkakkaa..bior lew diowang..me pon pnat neh..then abg man bgtau me ptg td die tgk citer 30hari mencari cinta..huwaaaaaa!me nak tgk..dah lame me tnggu..uh!huwaarghHhhH!me penat gilew neh..uh..nak titonnnnnnnn…

uh..lastnite cambiase la me still xleh tido..i dunno y..uh!i try,try n try again..but i cant sleep..uh!smpai la jam loceng i’shah bebunyi..me kjutkan bdak2 neh sbb diowang plan nak puasa..but sowang pon x bgn..siot jew..slalo cengitu time mlm smangat gilew nak puase tup tup time sahur smue x nak bangun..ape da..after subuh me baru bleh tido..urghh!dah lew pepagi lg rase cam x sehat jew..saket perut lew..ntah mcm2..me pon x tau me tlelap kul brape..sdar2 bdak2 ni bising2 nak g class..huwaaa me nak g class but me x sehat..so bdak2 neh ckp x yah pegik jew..ingtakan class kul 10.00am..kul 10.30am tu me tgk bdak2 neh smue x pegik class lagik sbb die kate class kul 11.00am plak..so me trus bgn n mandi..huhu!so x yah lew me ponteng class..seb baek gak me x ponteng arinie..sbb 2day ade test..siot btol..smue tkejut..miss nurul neh pon satu..bkan nak ckp pon nak wat test kew ape..neh maen buat jew..me pon apew lagik jawab pon maen hentam jew dah lew otak ngah blur..urghh!after balek class me lunch n makan ubat..then me trus tido smpai ptg..kul 5.00pm baru bangun..tu pon sbb assignment x siap agih..plan nak g lab jew..pegik lab urghh!x de mood jew masuk lab ngan pc nyer..server nyer slow gilew..uh!x sanggup me..huhu!last2 tpakse mari cc jgak..huhu!

urghh..last nite me smpai ostel..then kul 10.00pm amy n na ajak kuar..die ckp nak jumpe ngan bdak chat dr tmn u..huhu~perghh..brani siot baru jew 1st time chat dah ajak kuar..uh!kalo me mampos x kuar haha..me biase knal bdak2 chat kalo face 2 face pon..at least musti knal dlm 3-4thn dulu..uhuhu~ yg 7-8thn pon ade 5-6org lg me lom jumpe face 2 face..huhu!so me tmankan jew la diowang neh..then pegik minum2 kat tawakal..juz lmbat 1minute..pak guard dah kunci gate..shit!masuk ni dah 2kali kena kunci ampeh da..then kiteowang pjuk2 pak guard tu hhaha..ampeh da..last nite me x leh tido..smpai la kul 3lbih me duk baring atas katil..mayb me x biase kot sbb bdak2 ni dah ubah suai katil2 kat dlm dorm tue..me ingtkan me jew yg x tido..tgk2 sri pon lom tido..die tgh gayut wif her bf..maklom lew owang ade bf..huhu!then die dtg kat katil me then borak2..tgh borak2 na,murni n amy sdar..haha ape lagik bebual lew smpai kul 4lbih..bdak2 ni kul 5.00am smue dah tido..but me..?still x leh tido smpai subuh..dah lew nyamuk byk gilew+panas..rase cam nak nanges jew..uh!then me pegik slongkar almari fiqah amek die nyer ubat nyamuk..ngeh ngeh`..after subuh br me bleh tido..tu pon kul 8lbih me dah sdar..sbb syafa call me..then ex teacher me call me..tanye but my study n bgtau diz 27 die nak kawen..huhu!same date wif my sis bezday..huhu!baru jew nak cont sleep..bdak2 dr apartment plak dtg..kecoh2 uwarghh me plg geram time pagi2 buat kecoh..rase nak sepak jew smue tu..me try sleep again..but i cant..shit!then me bgn trus basuh bju2..n mandi..after lunch plan nak tido sbb ngantok sgt..but wanee n nat plak br smpai..then wanee ckp die nak kuar dr kolej ni..shit!ni yg me rase cam nak ikot jew ckp my dad cont my study at russia..uh!dr tghari till ptg me duk jew kat tingkap tu..dah buhsan sgt..duk tgk owang lalu lalang kat bwh tu..urghhh buhsan!kul 5lbih mate dah x leh tahan..lak tu tgk bdak2 ni smue tido..so apew lagik..time 4 sleep..huhu!me tido smpai lew maghrib..then after maghrib me kuar wif wanee,nat n amy p mkn kat tawakal..then br dtg cc nak siapkan asgmnt..uh!but x siap2 pon lagik..uwarghhh!!!buhsan seh..

urgh..ni me tgh chat ngan adek me,kiki..die ckp my dad sruh me or my sis amek medic..uh!dah lew dkat russia..warghh!then die ckp..kalo nak sruh my sis sure die x nak..sbb die dah nak abes blaja..juz tgal 1sem jew lagik..n me..?me die ckp sbb me baru jew masuk blaja..huwaaaaaa!ni yg wat me pening neh..uwarghhhhhhh!

uh..2day me bgn lmbat gilew..huhu!me bgn jew tgk na tido lg..so smbung lew tido blk..then kul 11lbih baru bgn..tgk2 amy tgh siapkan breakfast huhu~..2day kiteowang xde gi memane juz lpak kat umah jew..ngadap tv jew..huhu!after lunch nat sms me..bgtau wanie nak brenti dr kolej..huwaa ni yg sedey nie..aritu mmg kiteoang plan nak brenti but bile pk blk tu yg x jd..ni tup tup ckp jd plak..uh!so me call wanie..sruh die dtg kolej dlu then discuss balek psal nie..uh!pening2..then syafa plak sms me..”nieja teka aku katne..?kite kat umah awk..haha!tgh bebual wif ur mom..nana,jue n kak long pon ade skali..tgh mkn rmbutan” shit!smpai ati kowang pegik umah me dah lew time me takde..huwaa sedey2..dah la mkn rmbutan x ajak me..geram btol..my mom pon satu last skali die call me ari khamis b4 die pegik penang..lpas tu x call2 pon..uh!ni yg majuk nie..smlm my sis call me x angkat pon hahah..pdan muke..tu lew x call sgt aritu..wekkk!but..im really miz them..uh!after tgk concert af..my aunt,cikna sms me..”eit x blk ke cuti skool nie..?kiteowang smue plan nak g penang..sorie la mayb x smpat kot nak g jb”huwaaaaaaaaaaa arinie smue wat me bengang..urghh!me pon nak ikottttt..huwaaaaaaaaa aritu smue janji nak dtg sini..tup tup ckp nak p penang plak..huwaaaaaaaaa jhatnyeeeeeeeee!!!!

lalala~ 2day me plan nak blk kolej coz assignment byk lg x siap..but tgh plan2 nk balek..amy’s aunt ajak p shopping2 sket..alahai..so pegik jew la..2day me pegik TODAY’S..then pegik KIPMART n..FARM VILLAGE..huhu~ kiteowang tmankan mak sdare amy g shopping..me pon kalo ikotkan ati mmg lew nak shopping gak..but tahan nafsu jew la wkakkaka..me bli sket2 jew..huhu~seb baek x abes duit..huhu!kul 3lbih baru blk umah..uh!membuhsankan x tau nak wat pew..so kiteowang tido jew la..ZzzZzz..!mlm lak kiteowang asyek duk ngadap tv jew..uh buhsan!!!

::2day,070804::uh..1day me bgn awal gilew haha..maklum la kat umah owang hakhak..dah lew smlm tido lmbat..kul 4lbih baru tido..duk tgk citer pilina..uh lpas tgk citer pilina plan nak tido but amy sruh tmankan die tgk af plak..ape da..si na plak tido awal gilew..perghh letih la konon..huhu~2day xde wat pew..juz duk mlepak dpan tv jew wif na n amy..kul 4lbih amy’s aunt,ajak p angsana..huhu but kiteoang x nak pegik..sket2 angsana buhsan seh..dah lew duit xde wkakka..urghh buhsannye..!td nat sms me bgtau die ikot wanie balek bp..perghh!ni yg me jeles nie..si wanie plak asyek duk ckp pdn muke jew kat me sbb ikot amy balek masai..kalo x sure bleh g bp..huwaaaa nak g bp!!!!me rendu gilew kat mmber2 me kat bp..uh!warghh psal lew my parents x call me lg arinie..huwaaa ni sure diowang x blk lg trg..kalo diowang ade kat umah..smlm dah sure me bli ticket balek ke trg but diowang still kat penang..uh!lmbatnye 8.30pm x sabor nak tgk af concert..sape la yg tkeluar diz week..huhu~uh buhsanye..seb baek lew m1stak3n_1d3nt1ty ade..so xde la buhsan sgt..duk bebual ngan die..ngeh ngeh`..

::friday,060804::uh..2day me bgn lmbat gilew..maklom la class start kul 3.00pm..so apew lagik tido jew la keje..dah lew smlm duk bebual ngan si sri smpai kul 5.00am..uh!ngantok gilew..huhu!kul 11lbih angah kjutkan ajak p bcb..but me ngantok gilew then me sruh die tlg kuarkan duit me..rm300?uh..!wut can i do wif dat money..?shopping..?huwaaa..my mom dah warning awal2 lagik..duit nie x pyah nak shopping2 lagik..nie yg geram nie..urghh!after me bgn tido..me basuh2 baju me..warghh!xtvt yg plg me x suke..after mandi bdak2 dorm ajak lunch..perghh tawakal lagik..uh buhsan!after lunch kiteowang bsiap nak p kuliah..2day class intro 2 hospitality..subject yg plg me x suke..sbb subject ni plg membuhsankan..masuk jew class miss dewi bg result paper intro 2 hsptlity n paper fund of mngmnt..yeah!smue rsult me okie huhu!thanx GOD..but me still x puas ati ngan si Wong tu..asyek die jew yg tngi skali..me ni syek bawah die jew..warghh nie yg geram nie..tu lew psal owang sruh stdy me x nak stdy..ni br tau..pdn muke!huhu~ miss dewi plak tanye me..me study ke?haha..bdak2 nie plak pndai2 jew jwb ckp..”miss si nieja mane pnah bukak bku..kalo miss nak tau b4 die tido sure die ltak bku bwh bantal die” shit! geram btol bdak2 ni..memandai jew ek..malu gilew me..haha!perghh forget it..lgpon mmg btol pon huhu!after abes class amy ajak me balek umah mak sdare die kat masai..memule die nak call mak sdare die sruh dtg amek but kiteowang plan nak try naek bas..fuh!naek bas kul 6..then smpai larkin kul 7..trus naek bas..kul 9.00pm baru smpai..haha!gilew tobat me x nak naek bas dah..x tahan..pening..rmai sgt owang..uh!smpai umah xde owang haha..pastu seb baek jiran sbelh bg kunci spare..masuk umah trus masak sbb lapor gilew..haha!lagi2 si na..arinie die mkn biskut jew wkakka..kecian2..

::thursday,050804::huhu!after me blk cc me lpak2 kat bdak2 ni maen netball..kul 7lbih baru naek sbb kul 8 dah ade class..uh!cambiase la time class comp application jew sure pc yg me gune ade prob..uh mcm2 la..x pnah dpt yg elok..owang laennye okie jew..geram btol..so ape lagik cam biase la dah buhsan sgt,…time miss rafiezah duk ajar bdak2 nie ms excel me kat blakang wif adeq,izat n fizie duk maen tenet wkakak..me siap dloan ym lagik..haha mmg besh gilew ah..seb abek lew miss rafiezah x marah..huhu!reason?me slalo ckp..”miss psal pc saye slalo prob jew..mcm x bg saye blaja jew..”huhu..urghh lpas balek class plan nak ikot bdak2 ni blk apartment diowang..saje2 nak g tgk umah..but dah lwat..so murni ajak mkn kat luar..kul 11lbih baru blk..uh seb baek la guard x kunci gate lg..

uh lastnite after me balek cc..time kiteowang duk lepak2 kat tawakal my mom call..then bgtau me yg kazen me side my dad mninggal..xcident!so 2day my mom bgtau smue nak p penang..huwaaaaa!nak ikot…lastnite me x leh tido pon urghh!seb baek wanie,sri n i’shah yg tmankan me smpai pagi..huhu!kul 10.00am dah kena pegik class..b4 me pegik class my dad call bgtau diorg smue br nak p penang..then my kazen kat kl call tanye me pegik ke tak..uh!kalo ikotkan ati mmg nak sgt pegik but..jauh seh!dah lew time class miss dewi pagi td..uh..first2 paham la..after break 10minutes..uh!mmg x tau ape yg dia ajar..otak pon dah blur..1day 1 chapter!shit!die ingat kiteowang smue ni robot ke ape..smue bleh masuk..ilex lew slow2..uh!kalo la camni care die ajor uh..mmg bleh jd gilew..dh lew me ni xpnah study..die plak ajar bkan maen laju..kalah lrt huhu!last2 skali kiteowang wat bodow jew time die ajar haha!uh..2nite ade class computer application plak..warghh!malasnye nak pegik..me paling buhsan kalo blaja bab2 computer nie..dah lew stiap kali class computer pc yg me gune slalo x jadi..mouse rosak la..monitor rosak la..keyboard x besh la..nak save x bleh la..ntah cam2..cuak me nak masuk class computer..kalo me pegik pon wat bodow jew dlm class haha..duk kaco owang laen nak blaja..pastu wat bising dlm class plak..huhu!warghhh~buhsannyeeeeeeeee…nak bukak fster x bleh siot jew..buhsan buhsan!!!

uh..so tired 2day..lpas class kiteowang smue kuar p angsana..kuar shopping2 sket..nak p amek duit kat bcb x bleh plak..shit!tpakse la budget2 nak shopping..geram btol..urghh!pastu bli cheese cake..yummy..!besh gilew..huhu!kul 6lbih bdak2 ni ajak p danga bay plak..perghh..x kuase me nak g danga bay..me ikot p angsana tu dah baek..dah lew kena naek bas..uh!1st time me naek bas hahha..dkat kul 7.00pm we[alang,nat,na n me] smpai dorm..bdak2 laen smue p danga bay..huhu!dtg cc plan nak siapkan assignment..perghh!geram btol bukak2 disket tetibe xde..huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!me try kontek farah x dpt..huwaaa ni yg nak nnges nie..kalo me kat umah fuh,..mmg dah nanges..huhu~pagi td miss nurul bg result exam.!yahoo..!seb baek me x kantoi..haha dlm dorm me..me yg plg tinggi mark..huhu!ni yg epi niew..juz 7org jew yg failed..uh!esok dpt paper fund of mngmt lak..lalala~arap2 pon dpt result okie jgak la..huwarggghhh!camne assignment nie..esok dah nak antar..mampos kiteowang nak ckp ape ntah kat miss dewi nanti..huwaaaaa!GOD help me..

I just can’t believe this man

Just another night of these thoughts

Can’t get this outta my head, yeah

Somebody said they saw you

The person you were kissing wasn’t me

And I would never ask you

I just kept it to myself

*I don’t wanna know

If you’re playin’ me, keep it on the low

Cuz my heart can’t take it anymore

And if you’re creepin’, please don’t let it show

Oh baby, I don’t wanna know*

Oh baby

I think about it when I hold you

When looking in your eyes, I can’t believe

I don’t need to know the truth

Baby, keep it to yourself

Did he touch you better than me

Did he watch you fall asleep

Did you show him all those things

That you used to do to me

If you’re better off that way

Baby all that i can say

If you’re gonna do your thing

Then don’t come back to me

i don’t wanna know your whereabouts or how you movin

i know when you in the house or when you cruisin

its been proven, my love you abusin

i can’t understand how a man got you choosin (yeah)

undecided i came and provided, my undivided

you came and denied it (why?)

don’t even try it, i know when you lyin (i know when you lyin)

don’t even do that

i know why you cryin (stop cryin)

i’m not applyin no pressure, just wanna let you know

that i don’t wanna let you go (i don’t wanna let you go)

and i don’t wanna let you leave

can’t say i didn’t let you breathe

gave you extra cheese(c’mon) put you in the SUV

you wanted ice so i made you freeze

made you hot like the west indies (that’s right)

now its time you invest in me

cause if not then its best you leave

holla yeah

epi bezday 2 muh beluved frenz,i’shah n antzgurl a.k.a suhal..swit 8teen ya!uh dah 8teen diowang..me ni lmbatnye nak msuk 8teen hakhak..ngeh ngeh`..im really miz my family..muachx!yesterday me abes exam..last paper, intro to hospitality..suck!soxlan cam siot..haha!seb baek bleh jawab..me juz tgal 2marks..alaa 2marks jew..lgpon dah x tau nak tulis pew..jwb 25minutes trus blah..lala~beshnye exam dah abes..lala~ lastnite kiteowang tlg bdak2 dorm kiteowang yg nak kena pndah..huhu!owang laen dah pndah..yg tgal kat dorm 13 org jew..tu pon rmai yg balek..tgal 7org jew..huhu!kul 12lbih na n nat try trun bawah..kononye2 nak p tawakal la..sbb lapor gilew..camne la bleh lupe dinner huhu!but xleh kuar plak..ngengade btol pak guard tu nak kunci2 gate plak..lempang kang sajew..hakhak..dlm kul 1lbih my mom call..tanye psal duit..urgh mmg lapor gilew ah smlm..pastu kiteowang jumpe maggie sape ntah..uh kalo la my parents tau me mkn maggie mampos..haha!but tpakse sbb lapor gilew smlm..tgk org laen mkn cam besh jew..tu yg try huhu!besh2..sowie mom,dad huhu!kul 2lbih ziela sms me..sruh me call die balek..so me call die balek..perghh die duk crite psal apartment tu..damn!bunyi cam besh jew..haha~ye kew besh?ntah2 x besh haha..3.30am pahmi a.k.a aku^otai call me..die ckp diowang smue tgh lepak2..rokes ade..mr snade ade..melodramatic ade..pyah ade..huwaaa ni yg wat me jeles nie..rokes:”oit ko blagak ek skrg x nak kwn ngan bdak2 brusjamban lg..tau la ko kat jhr xkan la xleh jumpe kiteorg” pergh..smpai ati kowang ckp cengitu kat me..huwaaa!!!me bkan x nak p mlake la..but skrg ni bkannye cuti susah la nak g sane..ilex lew 2-3month lagik huhu!im really miz u all..10.30am i’shah kjutkan me..echa,nat,iezan n die nak p angsana..angsana angsana..uh!cam xde tmpat laen huhu!buhsan jew ngan tmpat tu..plan nak smbung tido blek pastu pk nak basuh baju lagik..uh!1baldi baju x basuh wkakak..pmalasnye owang..tu lew psal kalo ade dobi kan senang..ni susah kena basuh sdiri..pastu packing baju lagik..uh byk gilew..kalo my mom ade kan senang..x yah susah2 nak pack barang smue nie..leceh jew nak pndah2 nie..me baru siap pack 2 bag..1 bag bju2 kurung n 1bag utk baju2 tido..uh x sngke plak me bwa baju byk gilew..pnat gilew pack brg2 nie..kul 11lbih ziemah,ziana n jijah smpai..eceh segan2 plak diowang..cam x biase ngan dorm nie..diowang ckp duk sane x besh pon..nak bising2 pon takot kena sound haha..kul 1.30pm my dad call..uh!tanye bout money..money!me sruh masukkan 250 jew..sbb ngan me still ade 100 sumthin..urgh!nyesal lak sruh masuk 250 jew..plan diz wednesday nak kuar shopping2 sket..isk cam x cukup jew..huwaaa bile la nak bwa pc nie..rendu gilew kat my pc..lalala~ pa,antor la pc kite kat siniiiii!!!nak dgr lagu2 s07,dewa pon kena dtg cc dlu..leceh la..cc ni pon satu tetau2 jew me suke lagu2 tu smue wakkaka..kul 4.30pm bdak2 nie baru balek..fulamak..shopping sakan nmpak..ni yg me jeles..dad!cpat lew masukkan duit..hehe :)plan nak duk kat dorm jew arini..but my sis sms sruh me ol9 plak..ngengade btol..byk jew crite minah nie..huhu!x sia2 me ol9..adek me,kiki pon tgh ol9..my mom pon ade..we juz chat via ym..huhu!rendunye kat diowang..huhu!uh my sis dah off..huwaa buhsan la plak..dah lew nak bkak disket kat pc nie x dpt..geram jew..warghhh!!!!

Uh!last nite plan nak tido awal but bdak2 ni ajak bebual plak..study pon tidak huhu!dlm kul 3lbih me baru jew nak tlelap pahmi a.k.a aku^otai call..urgh mgacau btol pahmi nie..sepak kang sajew lalala~ then si syuk plak sms.. “ hai,saya syukri nasri a.k.a mr^snade n ini nombor yg anda boleh hubungi jika anda kesepian n rindukan saya.pernahkah anda rindukan saya?” shit!damn u syuk!miss u..?huhu~ nope..haha damn im really2 miz u dear..muachxx!me nak reply sms die but xdpt siotnye tmtouch!then kbetulan si alip a.k.a sampahmasyarakat call me..perghh rupe2nye diowang smue tgh mlepak kat cc..smue tgh ol9..huwaaaaa kejamnye diowang..saje nak wat me jeles..alip ckp me jew yg x ol9 2nite..uh ni jeles ni..patot la after me balek cc smlm anot sms me tanye bleh ol9 ke x 2nite,..uh!im really2 miz u all chaterz berusjamban n graduation..me bkan x nak ol9 memalam but kat sini cc tutup awal gilew dah lew x leh balek after 11pm..kalo ikotkan ati smpai pagi pon nak ol9..huwaaa nak balek umah!!!8.30am me bangun..shit!geram btol bdak2 ni pepagi bute dah bising2..uh!kul 10.00am ade paper fundemental of management..satu haram pon me x study smlm huhu!takot gak dlm otak duk pk bleh ke jwb nie..me masuk je bilik kuliah..my mom call..but x leh angkat coz dah nak exam..bukak2 soxlan..fuh!nak dpt full mark pon bleh wakkaka..perghh blagak la sgt huhu!yg me x confident soxlan yg 4marks tu jew..but me jawab gak me ikot logic jew..arap2 btol la..x smpai 30min dah ciap…epi plak..huhu!after me kuar bilik kuliah my mom call again..tanye me how bout my exam..everythin’ fine mom!dun worry..huhu~ juz tgal 1paper jew lagik..my mom pon 2-3kali tanye “exam ni study ke x..ni sure x study” huhu!tau takpe..wat x knal plak dlm seumur idup me nak study uh!jgn harap lew..i hate study..exam..n result!but nak kate x lulus x pnah plak..nak kate time2 skewl dlu x pnah pon me dpt no puloh2..paling truk stakat 11-12 tu pnah la skali dua..naseb2..thanx GOD!ni kat college ntah lew camne..kalo x brubah lg x tau lew..bile la nak insaf2 nie..uh!evening?uh cambiase hazel n wanie ajak p angsana..but malas plak..dah lew ujan..so apew lagik..sleep..sleep..huhu!kul 4lbih my dad call tanye bout my study,exam n money..!huhu~ kul 5lbih my dad call again..bg no recharge tmtouch..alahai lupe nak bgtau sruh bli yg maxis..tmtouch pon tmtouch lew..after bebual wif my dad..fazizul call me..uh buhsan lew mamat ni..call skali sdah la..ni 5-6kali call..so bored!

2day b4 me blk ostel..me bukak web byservo a.k.a conspiracy nie..fulamak dienyer web dah cantekk..nie yg jeles nie..me nyer web kat cjb.net tbengkalai cengitu jew..x smpat nak update..nanti2 cuti pjg nie jew la me buat balek..web ni pon cam siot jew..nak change code2 kat sini pon susah..kalo kat umah snang sket..kang me duk ngadap pc kat cc nie 5-6jam owang kate plak..kalo kat cc me xpe la 24jam pon duk ngdap pc..uh!then me bace journal die..Semalam aku hampir kantoi ngan NIEJA ! huh~ tak tau arr cemana reaksi dia klau tau akulah org yg selalu kacau dia.. Hahaha.. Ari ni budak HOTEL dah start exam selepas bercuti selama seminggu.. 2 ari lepas sempat jugak aku send sms free kat budak spek, just nak ucapkan semoga berjaya.. Huhu~ aku dah x nak kacau dia lagi dgn penggilan² 3 saat tuh.. biarlah dier nak study.. Tadi petang, masa makan kat FR, ader gak terserempak ngan dia.. tp aku bwat dono jak.. dia aku tgk pun cenggitu.. lepas mkn aku lalu depan dia coz nak pi bayar.. pastuh terus blah.. Ntahlah, kengkadang aku sendiri compius, sometimes rasa aku ngan dia mcm best friend, sometimes tu rasa mcm bermusuhan ngan dia laks.. Huhu~ pelik! Ker aku ada wat salah kat dia tanpa aku sedari..? huhu~ Ahaa, lagi aku dapat khabar yg bermula bulan OGOS, semua budak hostel kolej akan dipindahkan ke Apartment kat Bandar Putra.. Jauh giler tuh..! cemana arr dorang nak pi kelas.. even ada kemudahan bas kolej sediakan pun, aku sure takkan memadai.. apa motif pihak kolej wat cenggitu aku x pasti.. tp yg pastinya, hal tu pasti akan menyusahkan bdak kolej..! Aku still ingat lagi dulu masa aku duduk Dorm10, kitorang kena bagi notis supaya mengemas suma barang coz nak dipindahkan ke bangunan sebelah.. tp kami suma satu dorm pakat bangkang hal tu.. at last, pihak kolej x jadik nak pindahkan.. aku rasalah klau budak kolej skang ni bangkang, pasti dorang x kena pindahkan.. Tp tu arr, aku tgk takder sorang pun yg berani nak naik.. MPP yang ada skang ni laks, aku xde nampak langsung kuasa dia.! Tak mcm dulu-dulu.. Klau ader aper² hal, suma bekerjasama.. Well, itu hal deyall.. aku x suka masuk campur. lagipun im not the student of that College anymore..! Huhu~ who r u mr byservo?????????

uh..lastnite me dtg cc..then baru jew nak bukak mail..tetibe kuar web servodron..uh pelik gak me..psal tetibe ade kat sini..then amy pgil me..tanye psal mirc die..then me check2 id same ngan bdak die tgh check..then me try on irc..tgk2 id me pon same..so jd bdak yg amy tgh chat tu bdak dlm cc nie jgak..then amy bkak mail die..uh!tkejut gilew me..mail byservo?uh..then dlm tu die ade tulis die dlu gune nick conspiracy..conspiracy?alahai..pening2..jd ni musti conspiracy,byservo ni same person..uh!n dah tentu la bdak tu bdak sini jgak..perghh aritu dlm chat box me conspiracy tu ye2 jew ckp die x maen ym la..perghh!byk la die..huwaaaaaaa!sape sbenarnye conspiracy?byservo?uh!!!pening2..tu lew time byservo ckp dlu..”kalo awak tau sape saye sure awak tkejut”urghh..tkejut?ntah lew..me juz nak tau jew sape die..then kbetulan my sis,mir tgh ol9 smlm..then me bgtau die..then ade ke patot my sis ckp “hurm..sure bdak cc2 tu jgak” uh!ntah lew sape ntah bdak tu..then after blk cc kiteowang g bli mkanan kat tawakal japs..then trus balek dorm..dlm kul 11 time bdak2 nie duk tgk crite trauma..me plan nak study!pergh study la konon haha..baru jew nak bukak buku..mummy panggil sruh bkumpul..then bgtau psal name2 kiteowang..so kiteowang tpakse dibahagikan 2group coz 1 umah 12owang jew..pastu tetibe fiekah nanges..uh!sedey gilew tgk die nanges..pastu duk bebual2 psal dorm nie..smue nanges..uh!then mummy sruh kiteowang smue bgtau ape yg x puas ati slame kiteowang smue duk 1dorm..n bla bla..time tu..uh xde yg x nanges..huwaaa!sedey gilew dowh..dah lew kena bpecah lpas nie..jes plak psan kat me..”nieja,pndai2 la jage diri ye..kalo nieja dmam lagik jes dah xde kat nieja lg..” ziela plak “nieja,pasni kite xleh mkn coklat sesame..” mai:”nieja,ko jgn la sedey..aku x suke tgk ko muram jew..kalo ko suke..epi jew aku tgk..” mummy:”nieja..nanti kalo dmam ke ape ke..call mummy pastu mummy buatkan bubur nasi lg ek” huwarghh!!!ntah mcm2 yg diowang psan..sedey2..dlm kul 12lbih my mom call..uh me tlupe nak bgtau yg me kena pindah kat apartment..me juz bgtau my mom yg me tgh konpius same ade nak kuar dr kolej ni or not..uh!sumtime me pk rase nak sgt kuar..sumtime tu rase sayunk plak nak tgal kolej ni..uh ntah lew..!GOD pls help me..:) after my mom call..me plan nak study but tetibe jew kpale rase pening uh!lpas satu satu..smpai bile pon me xkan study camni..then ape lagik trus tido..sdar2 dlm kul 2lbih tu pon tkejut sbb bdak2 ni menjerit tgk citer trauma tu..uh!ape la..then trus smbung tido balek..kul 4lbih tsedar coz fazizul yg call..”im sowie along,me smlm pening sgt tu sbb xtau nak bebual psal pew..” then me trus tido..sdar2 kul 9.10am..smue bgn lmbat arini..pastu mule le gelabah..dah la exam kul 10.00am..then bile kiteowang pegik mausk bilik kuliah..tgk xde owang pon..so ingatkan owang laen lmbat la..tnggu punye tnggu..last2 hazel bgtau exam kat bilik laen..shit!siot jew..masuk bilik kuliah tu smue tgh jwb exam..soxlan plak fulamak bleh tahan..dah lew me x study ape2 pon wakkka..ampeh btol!me juz xleh jwb yg section c jew..soxlan essay..me jwb smue soxlan..soxlan 1st tu confident la buat..soxlan 2 fuh..ntah ape2 ntah me jwb…maen hentam jew..huhu~ arap2 okie lew resultnye..2morrow paper fundemental of management lak..ape la me nak jwb..kat dorm tido jew keje..pastu mlm mlepak kat cc nie..uh!study ntah kemane..ngeh ngeh`..huwaaaa!me nak balek t’ganu+kaybee..me buhsan gilew duk sini..dah lew arini my mom x call lg..huwaaaaaaaaa!!!!